Ok, so lots and lots and lots has been going on.
I have the train festival tomorrow, i have exams sneaking up on me, i'm trying to loose weight for Costa Rica, and i'm kinda pretty much really depressed and bitchy lately, and i'm working on stories.

So, first things first: train festival... welll not much to say... cept like i keep building things for my dad, and then he doesn't like them. so i kinda stopped, i told him if he needed me to build sometihng he could ask, and i'd do it, but until he actually told me what he needed me to do then i'm not doing bupkiss.

Examz: Func/Trig is on Monday.... i'm really nervious, but it hasn't really set in yet. I still can't find the will to go study, or to even finish the study packet, which i need desperately to finish, but hey, i'll have time tomorrow.

Costa Rica: i'll pretty much be gone the monday after we get out of school. Margot and Frank, i need to talk to you guys about Father's Day, and Kris too, that'll be the day before i leave, so we have to get that all set...

Depressed and Bitchy: Mostly cuz of Rachel... and this stupid project for AP Human Geo. We have to make a city. and design it and everything, and so on Monday when the professional guy came in to help us work on it, i wanted to get the rough draft done. But Rachel wouldn't shut up about how she just wanted it to look like a palm tree, and then how much she didn't want wind turbines, and then she started to talk to Brittany and Max about the near car accident she almost got into the weekend before. So I basically spent half the class while they were talking trying to set up this stupid city. and i got everything basically laid out. So then Rachel desides she want sto take it home, and ERASES EVERYTHING I DID! Then skip to Wednesday, when we're working again, totally from scratch after Rachel desided that what ever i did was completely wrong. and i got called out to talk about the costa rica trip, and when i get back they're workign on the roads. I start into a conversation with mrs. siler and matt about gitmo, and she yelled at me telling me i could "at least contribute a little bit". and that sets me off. i yelled about how i did everytihng and then she erased it all saying it was flawed, and then how she hated all my ideas. then i said the simple fact that we needed roads to go into our CBD, and have lots back and forth from the airport to all around and she's all like "WE KNOW THAT ALL READY!!!" so i said, "well then, you also can't have any roads in your recreational parks, and need to put a parking lot in front of it, and we need a giant parking garage by the airport and beaches." then Brittany said i was looking a little too small scaled. so then i say "Well then, i'm not really sure how i can contribute since apparently everytihng i say is crap!" fast forward to today, where rachel yet again decided she would start it all over again, but this time she actually redid it at her house, then when we were working on it, i started in on a doodle of what i thought the sky line would look like (if i were any good at drawing it would have looked cooler - i may put up the pic), i kinda tried to make it look like an angel since that's kinda how our peninsula/city looks (so far the only thing i've done that hasn't been erased by rachel). and so they were talking, and i said "Do we really have to have the city called Suaville? specially since it's one of your friend's sexual innuendos" (she had come in with it named Suaville, an idea from her friend who said it was sex related) and she yelled at me saying "well why can't you just contribute instead of just doodling?" then she started sayign how you could tell what kind of good people lived there becuase we didnt have any mosques, and how all our "religious" buildings were churches and nothing else because she "don't want any of those people here, if i put a mosque down i might as well put a giant BOMB US HERE sign on our city." and so, me being thouroughly pissed off (and spurred by hormones) yelled at her and said that was racist. and she gets all up in my face for calling her racist. though 1) i didn't actually say "You are raceist" i said "that is racist" 2) technically i guess it would be religious-ist, or predjudist or what ever, but raceist was just the first thing that came to mind. and now she's blabing all over the school that i called her a raceist! and that's not all! back on Biotech day, rachel amber and i were just sitting around, and suddenly this question just randomly popped in my head so i asked "is it against girl-code to date your friend's ex boyfriend?" and rachel spurts out a yes! and amber says "yeah, why? You want to date John?" and it was jsut after that that Rachel and John started to get all lovey-dovey oochy-goochy again. And by the way: NO, I don't want John. John's a great guy and all, but deff not my type, or anything more than an aquantence.

Stories: 1) i sent that rant story (bitter blood) to James, thought it'd be cool to see his reaction, after all it was kinda cool to get feedback from Cody. 2) i'm working on beefing up the rant story where i kill Cody (truth in blood), just cuz i'm bored, and have been thinking bout him actually a lot lately... i tihnk i might actually like him (as in more than a friend). but i never see him, so i can't really determine anything at this point.... though i am trying to come up with excuses to text him.....



And i guess that's it for now... i was ranting a lot... I'm still really pissed off about the Rachel thing, because my whole grade is riding on this project, and so if she screws up i might fail this last quarter. So yah... hope to talk to you guys soon


EDIT: GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I thought i still had a whole nother week to say by to Cody face to face, and to possibly tell him i tihnk i have a minor crush on him, BUT NO!!!! APPARENTLY TODAY WAS HIS LAST DAY! And I even passed him in the halls, but he didn't say anytihng!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR *throws childish temper tantrum* GAH! I NEED CLOSURE!!! and then he just leaves!!! Without telling mme!!!!!